Journeying, Learning, Growing and Digging in... Some thoughts reflections and struggles of a female, minister, student, wife, daughter and friend.
Monday, December 08, 2008
How
Alright, so this might sound cryptic, but I will try to be as open as I can without exposing too much. I want to tell someone something. How I really feel, but I have come to realize that the social structures that we have would make that very awkward. We are already awkward as it is and saying this would either lead to more awkwardness or it could lead to potential goodness. I don't know. I always thought that by the time I was 27 I wouldn't feel so awkward about telling people my feelings on things. Oh well, I don't know what to do or if I will ever figure it out. IF anyone has any suggestions let me know.
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3 comments:
Laying yourself out there is NEVER any easy thing. Been married 3 years and there are times where I still may feel "awkward" though I have absolutely no reason to.
I wish I had some firm answers. I could say "just do it" but understand whole-heartedly the hesitation. My advice is to gadge the situation. Think of ways or things to say that help you figure out a little more whether you should step out of your comfort zone and lay out your vulnerability. I did it with Adam and it worked. If nothing you find out helps you THEN you may want to take the bull by the preverbial horns and just do it.
Morgan, I love you. I can't believe that you have already been married for 3 years.
You have always been my rational sense of advice. Thanks. we need to talk more.
Well I dunno if that is rational advice or just a long version of "heck if I know what you should do." LOL
I love you too girl and am so sorry that contact has been lacking. It is sad to say but if you don't live with me or work with me ya pretty much never hear from me. LOL How to get past that I am not sure. Dare I ask if anything has happened since this post?
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