Out of our Control

It's a funny thing to me how things that are so out of our own control are able to frustrate us so easily. I don't really understand why things that shouldn't elicit any emotion at all can conjure up emotions from so deep within. I don't quite understand, but I do know that emotions have a purpose. I just need to learn how to take the emotions of the moment and give them up and allow God to help me work through them instead of trying to do it all on my own. I don't know, I mean I know I am an emotional person and sometimes they do get in the way. (Not as much now as in the past) I also know that there is a reason that I am the way I am. I just wish that it made sense sometimes.

Pirates

I just got home from seeing Pirates and it was amazing. I loved it and am ready to see it again. It was so good and exciting I wanted it to go on a lot longer. That is it, just wanted to say how amazing it was oh and Johnny was still hot.

It's Done!!!!

I'm done for the semester!!! I am so excited!!! This has been a long semester and the hardest semester of my life. All that I have to say is that I am excited. First thing to do with school out? I am going to the beach tomorrow. A little white space and my favorite place. Sounds amazing.

AHHHHH

AHHHHHH....that is all that I can say right now. I can't read any more about Paul in Acts....I have to read though. My head ins going to explode!!! AHHHH...Too much to do, to many other things on my mind I can't concentrate. Everything else in life keeps running through my head and the focus has been lost. I guess I should go to bed and try again tomorrow. Only 4 more days. It can happen...this can be done. Just a little focus is all that is needed. HELP!!!

Blah

Ok, so have you ever worked really hard on something, finished and been completely done? So tired from all the effort put into your last project that doing another seems to be impossible? I am there right now. I am so done and tired from working on everything from my leadership class that my New Testament paper really is the last thing in the world that I want to do right now. I am so over it, yet I know that it needs to be good and I need to get this done. Let's just hope that I can focus on this and look forward to being totally done and not just partially.

one down one to go

Finally, I have finished my Ministry Leadership class. It was an awesome class and I learned alot, but I am glad that it is over. I honestly didn't think that I was going to be able to get all the work done and I actually got all the work done, actually got everything in on time. The best part is that I got an A in the class. It was an awesome class, I learned more about ministry than I have in any of my other classes. So much that can be applied and so much that has already affected me. It was awesome. Now I just have to get this paper done for New Testament. I'm not really looking forward to this one. Here we go....almost there.